Almost 19 - how did this happen :)

I can't believe in just 11 days my "baby girl" is going to be 19 ! 19 years is a long time ! So much has happened in those 19 years, for both of us. The older I get, the more I think "what was I thinking". Not in a bad way, I just can't believe at 16 years old, I made such a huge decision. The BEST decision I've ever made. I think I was braver when I was younger. Now I second guess every decision I have to make. I can't believe I've been a mother for 19 years. Nicole & I have done a lot of growing up together. Shit, at 17 I was still a baby myself. I had no clue what I was doing or what was in store. I am beyond grateful for her. She is without a doubt THEE most important person in my life. She amazes me all the time, she is my purpose, my life, my world. Im sure I'll do another "Birthday Post" but today, right now, Im just caught up with thoughts of my baby now becoming a young woman. I love you Nicole - more then anyone - more then anything.